FIRST THINGS FIRST
One of the outstanding ironies of history is the utter disregard
of ranks and titles in the final judgments men pass upon each other.
And if this be so of men, how much more must it be so of the
judgments of God.
Nero and Marcus Aurelius sat upon the throne of Rome clothed with
absolute power and worshipped as gods, but what a difference! Nero,
a monster of iniquity and utter cruelty, execrated of all men
Aurelius, a vigorous administrator and benign philosopher, writing
meditations which the wise and learned still delight to read and
ponder and which, after two millenniums, are a guide to safe and
useful living.
Washington and Napoleon were two great statesmen and military
leaders. But what a difference! One a ruthless conqueror, building a
glittering and evanescent empire on an ocean of blood, dying an
exile on a lonely isle with a character for heartless selfishness
which sinks lower and yet lower every year in the estimation of all
right thinking men. The other refusing a crown, but laying the firm
foundations of a State destined to be infinitely greater than
Napoleon's empire, and dying at last honored by his former foes,
with a character above reproach, revered and beloved of all men.
John and Judas were two Apostles. But what a difference! One was a
devil betraying his master with a kiss for a paltry handful of
silver, and getting to himself a name that is a synonym for all
infamy and treachery. The other pillowed his head on the Master's
bosom, and with wide, open eyes was permitted to look deep into
Heaven, behold the great white throne and Him that sat upon it, the
worshipping angel-hosts, the innumerable multitudes of the redeemed,
the glory of the Lamb that was slain, and the face of the
everlasting Father; while his name became a synonym for reverence
and adoring love.
This summing up and final estimate of men shows that history cares
not an iota for the rank and title a man has borne or the office he
has held, but only for the quality of his deeds and the character of
his mind and heart.
The haughty patricians of Rome doubtless passed by with contemptuous
indifference or scorn as the scarred, hooked-nose Jewish prisoner,
Paul, with sore eyes and wearied feet, went clanking by in chains to
the dungeon, but their names have perished, while his name is
enshrined in millions of hearts and embalmed in colleges, in
cathedrals and cities, and libraries of books are reverently written
about his character, his sufferings, and his work.
Who remembers the Lord Bishops of England in Bunyan's day? But what
unnumbered Christian hearts have turned with tears of deepest
gratitude and tenderest affection and sympathy to the humble,
joyous, inspired tinker, who, from the filthy, verminous Bedford
jail, sent forth his immortal story of Pilgrim fleeing from the city
of Destruction, and with hopes and fears, and tears and prayers, and
sighs, and songs, pressing on over hills of difficulty, through
sloughs of despond, past bewitching bowers of beguiling temptations
and giants of despair and castles of doubt, till at last he beholds
the delectable mountains, views not far away the city of the great
King, hears the music of celestial harpers harping on their harps of
gold, and, passing through the swelling river, is received with glad
welcome on the other shore!
These men whom history acclaims, posterity reveres, and God crowns
are the MEN WHO PUT FIRST THINGS FIRST.
To no living men and women is it more important than to us of The
Salvation Army, that first things should have first place always in
all our thoughts and plans, our affections, and activities.
And what shall be first with us? Many hands stretch out toward us,
and many voices plead with us for first place. Which shall have the
primacy? Which shall have our last thoughts when falling asleep at
night and our first thoughts on awaking in the morning?
There are many things that make so subtle and apparently so
reasonable an appeal, that if we do not watch and pray and keep in
the Spirit, they will without right usurp first place, and we shall
some day wake up and find that we have been bowing down to an idol
instead of the living God.
I. We may put our work first. Is it not commanded, 'Do with thy
might what thy hands find to do'? And are we not exhorted to be 'not
slothful in business'? And are we not assured that 'a man diligent
in his business shall stand before kings; he shall not stand before
mean men'? Is not our work God's work? And can anything equal it in
importance? Are we not warned that if we are careless we shall be
cursed? If we are slothful, our talent shall be taken from us, given
to another, and we ourselves cast out into outer darkness as wicked
and slothful servants, where we shall fruitlessly weep and gnash our
teeth. Is not our work the building of God's kingdom on earth, the
rescue of men from sin and its eternal woe? Yes, yes, yes, it is all
that, and no words can express the infinity of its importance. But
it must not have first place. If it does, we ourselves shall be
lost. 'Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not
prophesied in Thy name? and in Thy name have cast out devils? and in
Thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto
them, I never knew you.' Solemn words these, spoken by the Master.
Many years ago I was billeted with one of the most brilliant and
capable Staff Officers I have known. We had had a great Meeting that
night and got to bed late and wearied, but, according to my custom,
I was up early next morning, seeking God, reading my Bible, and
praying. The blessing of the Lord came upon me and I burst into
tears. My comrade woke up and found me praying, weeping, rejoicing.
He was much moved, and confessed to me that he did not often realize
that he had found God when praying, and explained that he was so
busy, so pressed with his work, so absorbed and fascinated with it,
that when he prayed his mind wandered to things he should do during
the day, and so he seldom got into real touch and fellowship with
God. I earnestly warned him of the danger this meant to his own soul
and eventually to his work, the dryness and spiritual barrenness
that must come upon him if, through the multiplicity of cares and
the pressure of work, God was crowded out or pushed into the
background of his life. He admitted the truth of all I said, but he
still put his work first. He rose rapidly in rank and important
command, then suddenly dropped out of The Army over some trifling
matter, and has long been dead. Did his exceptionally bright and
promising career end in darkness because he failed to put first
things first? I have feared so.
2. It is possible for an Officer to so far lose sight of first
things that he comes at last to do much if not all his work with an
eye to his own promotion and his future career. He may become
embittered toward his leaders and jealous toward his comrades if he
is not promoted as rapidly as others, or if his appointments do not
correspond to what he or his wife considers his merits. It is a most
subtle danger, and through it many an Officer's splendid spiritual
career has come to an end, while he still went on in a perfunctory
performance of his official duties, beating time, moving but not
progressing, doing no vital and lasting work for God and souls; of
whom it could be written, 'Thou hast a name that thou livest, and
art dead.' I have met Officers who spent more time repining and
complaining and inwardly rebelling about not being promoted than
they did in studying and working and fitting themselves for the work
that promotion would thrust upon them. 'For men to search their own
glory, is not glory,' wrote Solomon, but such men quite overlook
such texts as that, and while they may attain the desire of their
heart, they miss the glory that God gives.
Personally, an awful fear has shaken me at times in the thought that
a man may get in this world all the honor and glory that he seeks,
and find in the next world that there is nothing further coming to
him, like a man who draws his salary in advance and at the end of
the week or month or year has nothing to receive. Abraham said to
the rich man 'Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime receivedst thy
good things'; and there was nothing due to him in that new world to
which his soul had been so suddenly snatched away. He had not put
first things first, and he who proudly scorned the poor beggar
Lazarus at his gate now found himself an eternal pauper and beggar
in Hell.
3. An Officer may gradually put his family first. It has been said
that until forty-five a man says, 'What can I do to advance myself?'
After forty-five he says, 'What can I do to provide for and advance
my children? ' But to an Officer this may become a deadly snare.
Sometimes it is the wife and mother whose ambition or anxiety
overrides the sober judgment of the father and husband, and he bends
before her insistence and falls from his splendid integrity and
devotion to God's cause. Oh, the pity of it! 'He that loveth son or
daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me,' said Jesus.
4. A man may put his own culture first. This is not a widespread
danger among us, and yet it may become to some a very subtle danger.
Study, reading, travel, the cultivation of the mind and the
gratifying of taste, may lead to the neglect of God's work and the
drying up of the fountains of spiritual power. Personal culture is
not to be despised, but rather coveted. The better informed, the
wiser and more cultivated we are, provided we are dedicated wholly
to God and set on fire with spiritual passion, the more effectually
can we glorify God and serve our fellow-men. It is true that 'God
hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise;
the weak things of the world to confound the mighty; and base things
of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea,
and things which are not, to bring to nought the things that are,
that no flesh should glory in His presence.' But He also chose
Moses, educated in all the learning of Egypt -- Moses, the most
cultured man of his age; and Paul, educated at the universities of
Tarsus and Jerusalem, for the great work of the ages. Not many such
has God chosen, because not often do such cultured men choose Christ
and the Cross. But God can and does use culture, when dedicated
wholly to His service, and we should not despise it, but covet it
and take every legitimate opportunity to secure it. But woe to the
man who puts it first in his thought and effort. God will laugh at
him and pass him by and give his crown to some little illiterate
nobody who loves, and trusts, and shouts, and sings, and knows
nothing among men but Jesus Christ and Him crucified, and counts not
his life dear unto himself that he may win the souls for whom the
Savour died.
If we would put first things first, we must be ready at any moment
to lay aside our books, our music, our studies, our business, our
own pleasure and profit, to save souls.
The Founder, on the train in Switzerland, was writing an article
when members of his Staff called him to look at the Alps towering
upward into the blue heavens, gleaming in white, majestic splendor,
but his heart and mind were so absorbed with his work and the
greater splendors of the spirit, and of redeeming love, that he
would hardly lift his eyes from the work in which he was lost. Again
and again I have had to practice this kind of stern self-denial in
my world travels if I would keep first things first.
Museums which house the symbols of a nation's history and the
products of its genius and labor are a medium of culture. I once
spent two weeks within two or three stone-throws of one of Europe's
national museums, and passing it on several occasions, longed to run
in and spend some time among its strange and ancient treasures. But
a mighty work of the Spirit was going on, my time was short, and
hungry souls so thronged me, both in the Meetings and between
Meetings, that I had to deny them or deny myself the pleasure and
instruction I might have found in that treasure-house of science and
art and natural wonders. To some it might have made no appeal. To me
it did, but it was denied in order that first things might have
first place, and any regret for my loss is swallowed up in the joy
of my greater gain and the gain of those precious souls to whom I
ministered.
This demand that first things shall have first place in The Army and
in religion is not simply a demand of the spiritual life, but of all
life, of every profession and activity. The soldier must not
entangle himself with the secular affairs of life. The lawyer must
make law his mistress and give her his full devotion. The physician
must put the profession of healing before all business or pleasure.
The student must deny himself and hold everything secondary to his
studies. The true lover must forsake all others for her who is
enshrined in his heart's best affections.
What, then, shall be first in our thoughts, our affections, our
life? That must be first, the loss of which is the loss of all. To
lose God is the sum of all loss. If we lose Him we lose all. If we
lose all and still have Him, we shall in Him again find all. 'What
things were gain to me, those I counted loss for Christ,' wrote
Paul. 'Yea, doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the
excellency of the knowledge of Christ, . . . for whom I have
suffered the loss of all things.' And yet this poor man, persecuted,
hated, hunted, stripped of all things, cries out to his brothers in
like poverty: 'All things are yours; whether Paul, or Apollos, or
Cephas, or the world, or life, or death, or things present, or
things to come; all are yours, and ye are Christ's, and Christ is
God's.' Hallelujah!
'Seek ye Me, and ye shall live,' is God's everlasting plea to you
and me.
'Uzziah sought God' -- and as long as he sought the Lord, God made
him to prosper -- 'he was marvelously helped, till he was strong.
But when he was strong, his heart was lifted up to his destruction,
for he transgressed against the Lord his God.'
In these words what a grim, revealing glimpse we have down the long,
dim vista of three millenniums into the secret of that old king's
glory and doom! And 'they are written for our admonition upon whom
the ends of the world are come.'
Many years ago I heard the Founder, in an impassioned plea to his
people to wait on God, cry out, 'Men are losing God every day, and I
should lose Him if out of my busy life I did not take time every day
to seek His face.' And in a letter quoted by Harold Begbie, he
wrote: 'I wish I could have a little more time for meditation on
eternal things. I must not let my soul get dried up with secular
affairs, even though they concern the highest earthly interests of
my fellows. After all, soul matters are of infinite importance and
are really most closely concerned with earthly advantages.' If it
was so with King Uzziah and with our revered Founder, it is so with
us, O my comrades! These men, though dead, yet speak to us; and
though they came back to us as Dives besought Abraham that Lazarus
might come back with warning to his brethren, yet they could have no
other message, they could not speak otherwise. They have spoken
their final word, and to me, at least, it is the word of the Lord.
'When thou saidst, Seek ye My face; my heart said unto thee, Thy
face, Lord, will I seek,' wrote the Psalmist.
Thou, O Christ, art all I want,
More than all in Thee I find.
Let us pray!
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