HINDRANCES.
When clear light begins to shine on the heart of the candidate for
holiness, a great struggle is often experienced in getting definitely at
the work. Sloth and indifference bind the soul as with fetters of brass.
Persons who in other matters could rightfully repudiate the charge of
laziness are so overcome with spiritual sloth that they put off seeking
for the greatest boon ever granted to man, for even years; or at best,
they seek only indifferently. Of course, It is hard for them to realize
that this is their true condition; but it is, nevertheless.
Nearly everybody is naturally lazy in some particular. The boy whom the
farmer calls lazy is by the school teacher considered the most studious
boy in the school, and vice versa. Set one to doing the things he likes to
do, and he will work hard, while in other matters he works sluggishly. No
one likes to delve down through the strata of carnality to press his way
against sloth, indifference, and his own moral inertia, and force the
matter to an issue. It goes "against the grain." You may set before his
mind the most glorious promises of God's word, and the richest, juiciest
fruits of Canaan as his, if he will seek, and still the dead weight of his
own soul will hinder him until he will be forced to "storm the gates of
strife," if he makes any headway, and will feel that like Samson, he has
the gates of Gaza on his back; and also that, like Reuben, his strength is
"unstable as water." Let us note some of the signs of spiritual sloth.
1. Lack of interest in prayer. The duty of prayer appears to be irksome;
time thus spent drags heavily, and the secret place is left with an almost
unconscious sigh of relief with gladness that the duty is done. Then the
man will plunge into business with a zest that convinces every one of his
earnestness.
2. Another sign of sloth is absence of desire for and delight in the house
of God. If in this state you can easily find excuses for absence from
prayer and class meetings.
3. Indifference about the salvation of one's friends and neighbors, and
that to such an extent that we seldom, if ever, call on them, or pray with
them when we do call, or even mention the salvation of their souls, also
arises from spiritual sloth. One can see the vineyard of God lying waste,
growing up to weeds, and the stone wall thereof crumbling in ruins, and
feel little concern. Such souls think the preacher and class leader ought
to work harder, and criticize them for their lack of effort, while doing
nothing themselves.
4. Procrastination indicates a slothful spirit. When the slothful soul
attends holiness meetings he fears lest an altar call be given or a test
proposed; and if the call is given, he says inwardly, "I want the
experience, but the effort to obtain it is too great, I will wait till
some other time." A lazy man generally intends to do the thing required,
but the effort to do it now is too great, and he is only waiting
till he feels like it; and, meanwhile, he dies a pauper, and is buried in
the potter's field.
5. One great ruse of the enemy to induce people to delay is to suggest
that they must wait the Lord's time. That they must in this way be taught
some new lesson or killed out to a hurried spirit. What strange things the
enemy of souls can get us to believe! When the soul is cleansed it will
then be dead to both carnal hurry and carnal sloth. This idea of waiting
is virtually an attempt to deliver ourselves independent of the blood; to
get the work done without the trouble of getting God's help; to bring
about the end desired without using the God-appointed means; expecting
something to "turn up," looking for our fortunes on the sidewalk instead
of rolling up our sleeves and making them. Draggers are below par in this
world; we need pushers; and especially is this true in religious matters
in this Laodicean age. Oh, this round of waiting, wishing, hoping,
expecting, desiring, but never obtaining! Quit it now, lay hold of the
promises, and your legal years will be ended. God says, "Behold, now is
the accepted time; behold, now is the day of salvation." Avail thyself of
his blessing now by faith and hope.
As Wesley says,
You shall not be disappointed of your hope; it will come and will not
tarry. Look for it every day, every hour, every moment. Why not this hour
-- this moment? Certainly you may look for it now, if you believe it is by
faith.This same temptation is sometimes presented in another form, with
the suggestion that some other time will do. The fact that the soul is
saved, has peace with God, and feels no condemnation, is liable to be used
as an excuse for lack of immediate action. Condemnation would be an
incentive to action, but the very assurance of safety is liable to be used
as a plank to slide into indifference or open rebellion. Apply Wesley's
translation of 1 Cor. 10: 12 to your case: 'Let him that assuredly
standeth take heed lest he fall."
Opportunities fly like the wind, and must be caught in passing or they are
gone forever. God says, "Now is the accepted time." Do you believe what
God says? Then act accordingly. There is little room for doubt that the
longer you stand in the place you now occupy the harder it will be to pray
out. If your soul is in a growing condition it is well, and you will, it
may be, keep approaching the prize; but the time will come sooner or later
when you must put forth an extra effort or you will settle back into a
hard, calloused condition which it will take all the powers of your being
to break through. So the wise thing is to take the present as the best
opportunity and see to it that the work is done.
6. Another plan taken by the carnal heart to keep one from facing the
issue is to induce him to look and wait for a more favorable opportunity.
This is a common trouble and one which must be guarded against. When in
meeting, an altar call is given, the suggestion comes, "Wait till you get
home." When at home "the cares of this life" come pressing in, and hour
after hour passes, and the earnestness and determination felt in meeting
are soon gone; and then when you do go to pray, you feel dry, the heavens
are frozen over, and the enemy says, "You must wait until meeting again."
Or, if you should seek your closet as soon as you get home you are
constantly distracted with thoughts of this or that which must be done
until your mind is completely diverted, and you are helpless. What shall
you do? First, stop yielding to such suggestions. Then seize the first
chance as God-given, and force your way through. Stop yielding to
circumstances, and make circumstances of your own. Now is God's time;
these surroundings were permitted by God, and you can make them all work
for your good and to your salvation.
7. The next thing likely to keep you from immediate action is the thought
that certain persons are not at hand to pray for you. You have great
confidence in the prayers of certain ones, and it may be that your
confidence is not misplaced; but you must not lean too much on the arm of
flesh. True it is that God generally employs human instrumentalities in
the work of salvation, yet he is not confined to any certain one, and can,
if he chooses, work independent of any. There have been cases where
seekers have set their eyes on certain persons and thought if they could
obtain their aid they would be cleansed. There is sometimes a good deal of
the spirit of Naaman in this. They want the prophet to pronounce words
over them, lay his hand on their head and say the word of salvation. They
would be greatly disappointed if he would tell them just to go and wash in
the sin-cleansing Jordan, and promise them that if they did they would be
made whole. But it may be possible that if you get with the person you so
desire to see, that God will not let him help you; and that if he does
attempt to do so he will hinder more than help. It is neither Paul nor
Apollos nor Cephas, but Christ that does the work.
Still you may say, "All this is true, but I have 'no one that is
likeminded' to help me. I am all alone in the community. There are no
holiness people, and if I should even mention the longings of my heart,
they would think I had lost my mind." Yours is indeed a sad lot, but there
is help. Let us quote the words of the saintly Fletcher addressed to such
as you:
But perhaps thou art alone. As a solitary bird which sitteth on the
housetop, thou lookest for a companion who may go with thee through the
deepest travail of the regeneration. But alas! thou lookest in vain: all
the professors about thee seem satisfied with their former experiences,
and with self-imputed or self-conceited perfection. When thou givest them
a hint of thy want of power from on high, and of thy hunger and thirst
after a fullness of righteousness, they do not sympathize with thee. And
indeed how can they? They are full already; they reign without thee; they
have need of nothing. They do not sensibly want that God would grant them
according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might in the
inner man, that Christ may dwell in their hearts by faith, that they,
being rooted and grounded in love, may comprehend with all saints
(perfected in love) what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and
height, and to know the love of Christ which passeth knowledge, that they
might be filled with all the fullness of God (Eph. 3: 16, etc). They look
upon thee as a whimsical person, full of singular notions, and they rather
dampen than enliven thy hopes. Thy circumstances are sad; but do not give
place to despair, no, not for a moment In the name of Christ, who could
not get even Peter, James, and John, to watch with him one hour; and who
was obliged to go through his agony alone; -- in his name, I say, 'Cast
not away thy confidence, which has great recompense of reward.' Under all
thy discouragements, remember that, after all, divine grace is not
confined to numbers, any more than to a few. When all outward helps fail
thee, make the more of Christ, on whom sufficient help is laid for thee --
Christ, who says, 'I will go with thee through fire and water;' the former
shall not burn thee, nor the latter drown thee. Jacob was alone when he
wrestled with the angel, yet he prevailed; and if the servant is not above
his master, wonder not that it should be said of thee, as of thy Lord,
when he went through his greatest temptations, 'Of the people there was
none with him.'8. Spiritual sloth manifests itself in some people in
half-hearted seeking. They keep at it steadily enough but never seem to
make any headway. Their efforts are sluggish and lacking in the spirit of
real importunity. They can be depended upon to be at every camp-meeting or
holiness convention, and to be down at the altar praying the same old
prayer for sanctification. Perhaps it is better to do this than not to
seek at all, better to be at every altar service than to be altogether
indifferent. Die trying, if necessary; but there is one thing you can
depend upon, this easy-going, half-hearted way must be broken up if you
ever obtain the experience. Jesus said, "The kingdom of heaven suffereth
violence, and the violent take it by force." Bestir yourself. Get out of
this rut. It may be that you are so "settled on your lees" that it will
take a mighty effort to do so. But settle it that the work must be done.
Do something desperate, if necessary, in order to stir up your sluggish
soul. Proclaim a fast, drop everything else that you possibly can, and
launch out after God. Victory will come.
9. Still others seek like a colt or a balky horse pulling at a load --
by jerks. To see them lean over, strain every muscle, and jerk at the load
you would think something must come. The traces and whiffletrees seem to
be in danger, but nothing will be harmed, at least nothing will move. So
with some seekers; at times they seem to pray earnestly, and people
looking on are greatly encouraged. They throw back their heads, swing
their arms like a windmill, sweat and holler till the veins of their necks
swell out, fall over on the floor and cry, "Sanctify me, sanctity me" at
the top of their voices; but lo, they run against some carnal tendency,
and, instead of confessing it out, they either stop seeking or try to
thresh through without meeting the light (trying to pound their way around
the cross), and, failing in this, they back down and become indifferent
and lazy for a season, and, it may be, backslide. After a while they take
a fresh start; and so the process is repeated again and again. The way for
such persons to do is to force themselves to the cross, not boisterously,
but with determination; and calmly and intelligently hold themselves up
against the white light of heaven. They may not make so much noise, but
the clear light of heaven will purge out every vestige of carnality till
they are pure within, like gold tried in the fire. Rev. B. T. Roberts
says, "The best way to seek holiness is to seek it." Get at it, and keep
at it till the victory comes. "Keeping everlastingly at it brings
success."
As soon as you settle the question that you will seek and seek earnestly,
you will be harassed by the enemy with all sorts of suggestions. Some of
them will be seemingly harmless, some the most vicious possible; some of
them will be open, with the acknowledgement that they are from the devil,
while others will be underhanded and deceitful. He will step to your side
and, if possible, fill your mind with fearful thoughts of distrust and
unbelief, and cause you to stagger in your decision. There is little doubt
that he hates holiness more than any other thing, and, as a consequence,
will level his most destructive enginery at this point. But faith in God
will make you invulnerable to all his fiery darts. Let us notice some of
his must successful suggestions:
"God will not cleanse the heart." He is now perfectly willing that you
should believe in justification, but is very solicitous lest you should
deceive yourself and seek holiness. But this one passage should be enough
to settle your mind on this point and forever put to rout the father of
lies: "And the very God of peace sanctify you wholly; and I pray God that
your whole spirit and soul and body be preserved blameless unto the coming
of our Lord Jesus Christ. Faithful is he that calleth you, who also
will do it" (1 Thess. 5: 23, 24). Such a prayer, followed by such a
"faithful promise" ought to convince the most stubborn heart that knows
anything of God's power.
Failing here the enemy will say: "Yes, God can and does cleanse, but will
not cleanse you." Anything suits him but to make the matter of
salvation personal. The passage quoted above is personal, and is a promise
that YOU may be cleansed. Akin to the foregoing suggestion is the thought
which is sometimes suggested that none but the apostles ever had or ever
can have such an experience. But there is no place in God's word where
even intimation is given that such gifts should depart from the church. On
the contrary it sparkles with encouraging promises of the graces of
holiness to be given to all who believe. Jesus said, "Neither pray I for
these alone, but for them also which shall believe on me through their
word" (Jno. 17: 20); and, strange to say, he was speaking of
sanctification, having said just before, "Sanctify them through thy
truth." You and I are among the chosen number, for we believe the words of
the apostles left for us in the New Testament.
Then the enemy will suggest, "Yea, he will cleanse you, but not until just
before you die." God fully appreciated the fact that it would be hard for
the unbelieving human heart to grasp the fact that he would actually
cleanse it from all carnality in this world, and so to help our faith, not
only by promise, but also by his immutable oath, he lifted up his hand and
swore by himself (for he could swear by no greater), that we might be holy
not only at death, but all the days of our life. Read these wonderful
words given from the lips of Zacharias while under the inspiration of the
Holy Ghost, and recorded by Luke (Chapter 1: 73 to 75): "The oath which he
sware to our father Abraham, that he would grant us, that we being
delivered out of the hand of our enemies might serve him without fear, in
holiness and righteousness before him, all the days of our life."
Again the enemy says: Your heart is too treacherous, you cannot get it
in the attitude before God where it can be cleansed." But your heart is
just like the hearts of others: they have conquered by the grace of God,
and you can do the same. The following, from Horatius Bonar, is to the
point here:Do not keep back from Christ under the idea that you must come
to him in a disinterested frame, and from a strictly unselfish motive. If
you are right in this thing, who can be saved? You are to come as you are;
with all your bad motives, whatever these may be. [That is, involuntary
motives are wrong; if not what would be the use in seeking any more grace?
but the real motives must be acceptable to God: or you will "ask and
receive not."] Take all your bad motives; add them to the number of your
sins, and bring them all to the altar where the great sacrifice is lying.
Go to the mercy seat. Tell the High Priest there, not what you desire to
be, nor what you ought to be, but what you are. Tell him the honest
truth as to your condition at this moment. Confess the impurity of your
motives; all the evil that you feel, or that you don't feel; your
hard-heartedness, your blindness, your unteachableness. Confess everything
without reserve. He wants you to come to him exactly as you are, and not
cherish the vain thought that, by a little waiting, or working, or
praying, you can make yourself fit, or persuade him to make you
fit. Then at times the enemy takes the opposite extreme, and says: "You
are so indifferent that it is impossible that you should lay hold of God
for cleansing." Be it so, your very indifference is an excuse for coming
to God, and it is the glory of his divinity to wake you and take away your
indifference. Fletcher says to come to God by faith, "bringing nothing
with you but a careless, distracted, tossed, hardened heart, -- just such
a heart as you have got now." Confess your indifference and God will help
you. Some one has testified thus: "How reasonable that we should just do
that one small act which God requires of us, go and tell him the truth.
I used to go and say, 'Lord, I am a sinner, do have mercy on me;' but as I
did not feel all this, I began to see that I was taking a lie in my hand,
trying to persuade the Almighty that I felt things which I did not feel.
These prayers and confessions brought me no comfort, no answer, so at last
I changed my tone, and began to tell the truth -- 'Lord, I do not feel
myself a sinner; I do not feel that I need mercy. Now all was right; the
sweetest reception, the most loving encouragements, the most refreshing
answers, this confession of the truth brought down from heaven. I did not
get anything by declaring myself a sinner, for I felt it not; but I
obtained everything by confessing that I did not see myself one."
If he fails in every other attempt the devil may be successful in trying
to get you to grow into the experience. But you might as well try to grow
weeds out of your garden as to grow the carnal nature out of your heart.
But you think grace by being constantly cultivated will so increase that
it will kill out sin. Greater grace by its having greater ability to do
right may weaken the power of sin, but it takes an especial act of divine
grace to kill the sin. If not, it is not done by God but by ourselves. The
following from Wesley is to the point:
Four or five and forty years ago, when I had no distinct views of what the
apostle meant by exhorting us to leave the principles of the doctrine of
Christ, and go on to perfection, two or three persons in London whom I
knew to be truly sincere, desired to give me an account of their
experience. It seemed exceeding strange, being different from any that I
had heard before. * * * The next year, two or three more in Bristol, and
two or three in Kingswood, coming to me severally, gave me exactly the
same account of their experience. A few years after, I desired all those
in London, who made the same profession, to come to me all together at the
Foundry, that I might be thoroughly satisfied. I desired that man of God,
Thomas Walsh, to give us the meeting there. When we met, first one of us,
and then the other, asked the most searching questions we could devise.
They answered every one without hesitation, and with the utmost
simplicity, so that we were fully persuaded they did not deceive
themselves. In the years 1759, 1760, 1761 and 1762, their number
multiplied exceedingly, not only in London and Bristol, but in various
parts of Ireland as well as England. Not trusting to the testimony of
others, I carefully examined the most of these myself; and in London
alone, I found six hundred and fifty-two members of our society, who were
exceedingly clear in their experience, and of whose testimony I could see
no reason to doubt I believe no year has passed since that time wherein
God has not wrought the same work in many others; but sometimes in one
part of England or Ireland, sometimes in another ; -- as 'the wind bloweth
where it listeth ' -- and every one of these (after the most careful
inquiry, I have not found one exception either in Great Britain or
Ireland) has declared that his deliverance from sin was instantaneous;
that the change was wrought in a moment. Had half of these, or one-third,
or one in twenty, declared it was gradually wrought in them, I
should have believed this, with regard to them, and thought that
some were gradually sanctified and some instantaneously. But as I have not
found, in so long a space of time, a single person speaking thus; as all
who believe they are sanctified, declare with one voice, that the change
was wrought in a moment, I cannot but believe that sanctification is
commonly, if not always, an instantaneous work.
To the foregoing quotation let us add one from Fletcher, one of the
most remarkable men of early Methodism:
If our hearts be purified by faith, as the scriptures expressly testify;
if the faith which peculiarly purifies the hearts of Christians be a faith
in the 'promise of the Father,' which promise was made by the Son and
directly points at a peculiar effusion of the Holy Ghost, the purifier of
spirits; if we may believe in a moment ; and if God only may, in a moment,
seal our sanctifying faith by sending us of his sanctifying Spirit: if
this, I say, be the case, does it not follow, that to deny the possibility
of the instantaneous destruction of sin, is to deny, contrary to scripture
and to fact, that we can make an instantaneous act of faith in the
sanctifying promise of the Father, and in the all-cleansing blood of the
Son, and that God can seal the act by the instantaneous operation of his
Spirit? * * * This is not all. If you deny the possibility of the quick
destruction of indwelling sin, you send to hell, or to some unscriptural
purgatory, not only the dying thief, but also all those martyrs who
suddenly embraced the Christian faith, and were instantly put to death by
bloody persecutors for confessing the faith which they had just embraced.
And if you allow that God may 'cut his work short in righteousness' and in
such case, why not in other cases? Why not, especially when a believer
confesses his indwelling sin, ardently prays Christ would, and sincerely
believes that Christ can, 'now cleanse him from all unrighteousness?'The
accusations and suggestions mentioned above, together with numerous
others, may be used by the enemy to hinder you from seeking and obtaining
the "promise of the Father," but, as with Bunyan's pilgrim, the only safe
way for you to do is to "put your fingers in your ears and run" crying,
"Life! life! eternal life!" and never stop till you reach the goal of your
endeavors. |